Successful Tourism

I’m behind on my writing, here’s something I meant to cover earlier.

Because of the nature of my trip, my impulse is to not worry about experiencing Moscow. But I realized, for me to fly halfway around the world and not get a picture in front of the minarets of St Basil’s cathedral, seemed ridiculous. So while I was in the process of mobilization, which involved morning infusions of steroids and night time injections, I had most of my days free.

There is a gentleman here named Alexey. He gives tours of the city, but he simply specializes in servicing the patients of the clinic. Alexey knows all the best ways to see the city while sitting or staying in the minimum number of spots 😀. He also has knowledge on tap of all the handicap bathrooms around.

So our day out consisted of visiting a beautiful Christian Orthodox church, visiting Red Square (Red doesn’t reference the communist party or anything, it translates to “beautiful”), including pictures in front of St Basil’s and the Kremlin, a river boat tour (which was really more of a 2-hour nice dinner, but we had our own tour guide to show us the sites), and capped off with a 1:75 miniature show of all the stuff to see inside the Kremlin.

So that was my adventure into the city. Check! What occurred to me after I got here, that I’ve been quite enjoying, is what I call “food tourism.” I got a recommendation for food to try (pelmeni. Imagine a tortellini but 4 times the size), and I sent my parents out to try and find it. They enjoyed doing this so much that they started trying to bring me back other fun things to try. Meat pies, and peroge, and sausage rolls (hot dog roll)

Next steps: moving day

So the good news is that they were able to get all the stem cells they needed in one day of harvesting. So then the second day, when most people are still getting mobilization shots and going through harvesting again, I got the day off largely. No shots, and in the afternoon they took out my neckline!

Now, on one hand I had been sort of looking forward to them taking one neckline out and replacing it with another at the same time. I figured it would be one session full of stress. But the silver lining is that I got to sleep at night without anything in my neck. And in the morning I felt stronger, which makes me feel better that the weakness I’ve been experiencing is merely a temporary situation.

But now, also, I’ve been moved to a different room, inside the “Transplantation Ward.” It’s definitely smaller, but that’s the common refrain from people.

After my short reprieve, I also got another neck line. This one I will keep for the rest of my time here. Though, on the upside, everything happens out of it including blood samples and infusions, so no more holes have to be made in my body.

Tomorrow starts chemotherapy.

Treatment as such, Begins

I realized I hadn’t made a post to update about the treatment so here goes.

I got here on Monday night and checked into the clinic. The next day was full of tests. All kinds of swabbing, and ultrasounds, and x-rays. The next day I had off while they read all the tests. And the day after I largely had off, and met with the doctors about the results of the test.

The day after that I started in on the treatment proper. Actually, it was a relatively easy part of the process. It wasn’t treatment per se, just what they call “mobilization.” For three days, I received steroids in the morning and received a shot at 11:00 p.m. and 3:00 a.m. These shots encourage the stem cells to leave my bone marrow and enter the bloodstream, where they will be collected.

Honestly, this part is relatively easy. You get your steroids in the morning, and then you’re done until the evening shots. This is typically when people do tourism (Even in the Mexico program)

I’ll share a picture of my new necklace, but be warned: this is the kind of thing that would drive me nuts to see

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Tourism

So I had this idea coming in, that my entire tourism goal for this trip was to get a photograph in red square with the St Basil’s Cathedral in the background. But it’s snowing, and the temperature is dropping. Staying inside is looking better and better

Photos

Just some photos to see how I’m living these days. The old building and the three-foot thick walls give this place a real One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest vibe.

Butterflies

I realized today that I know what the butterflies are. It’s not that I’m scared, or anticipating, but worried/anxious. Worried about spasming and not being able to control it. About being able to help the nurses get their samples. And about the unknown unknowns. Right now I’m just trying to relax and keep marching.

HSCT pushback

Why is HSCT largely unavailable in the US? Many other countries have access to it, and the efficacy has been demonstrated for a long time. And certainly in the past five years, there has been remarkable progress.

But doctors still aren’t allowed to recommend to their patients HSCT outside of the country, because that isn’t under the scope of the FDA.

How convenient, the FDA is the gatekeeper. And we all know the FDA only has patients good in mind. They’re not in the pocket of the drug companies 🙄

Are you excited?

People keep asking me “are you excited?” And the answer is: no. The most apt description, at best, is “butterflies.” I don’t look forward to all the time on a plane. And I don’t really look forward to having an entire system in my body destroyed, followed by months / years of recovery.

But I look forward to the future. I’m excited about the possibilities after those months / years of recovery. And I believe I will start being able to plan for the future again, instead of bracing for the future. But right now, right now I’m trying NOT to brace for the future. I am willing to step in front of this bus, because I believe it will lead to the greater good.

Tidbits

There were a couple of things this morning that I thought would be interesting to share.

For those still interested and wondering about the process, I think this infographic does a really good job of explaining it

Also interesting: Selma Blair was on stage sharing her experience with HSCT.

“It’s the stem cells that allow you to live with the amount of chemo. The chemo is the MS cure, if in fact it does that”

Russia vs. Mexico

So, given my disability level, and MRI report indicating no new lesions, I basically had two facilities in the whole world available to me: Moscow, Russia and Puebla, Mexico.

The statistics for the two facilities are largely the same. Mexico indicates a better result for secondary progressive MS, but that may be largely due to the fact that they take patients with higher disability, and thus have had more patients. All in all it’s like I read somewhere: “if one was clearly better than the other, everyone would just go there“

So why are their statistics so similar? When you look at their protocols, they do just about everything the same. Same medications, same phases. The only difference seems to be, they give the chemotherapy, and extract stem cells, at slightly different times. Russia extracts the stem cells, and then gives four days of chemotherapy. Mexico gives two days of chemotherapy, extracts stem cells, and then does two more days of chemotherapy. The break, Mexico will say, is to give your kidneys a break. Russia will tell you, that Mexico loses some stem cells, because they don’t freeze them between extracting them and giving them back to you, and that it is probably a cost saving measure on Mexico’s part. Mexico will reply that freezing the stem cells causes some to be lost. This appears to be a lot of theory without quantifiable results.

In the end, a medical comparison between two doesn’t get you very far. After that, the comparisons are largely aesthetic. Mexico is an outpatient protocol. For international patients, they put you up in an apartment, and drive you back and forth to the clinic. Russia is an inpatient protocol. You get a room in the clinic. So for Russia, you are always in the clinic. If you spike a fever during isolation, there is no delay in getting treatment. Mexico on the other hand, is set up for greater disability. So if you want to feel like you’re in the hospital the whole time: Russia. If you want to avoid the feeling of a hospital: Mexico.

Russia will provide an MRI when you get there. Their MRI machine is also supposed to be one of the best. If you haven’t had an MRI for a while, Mexico will provide one, but it is an add-service.

There are also some minor differences. Mexico has better weather throughout fall and winter. But since you spend all your time in the clinic in Russia, it really doesn’t much matter. Because you are in the clinic in Russia, you can potentially go through the whole procedure by yourself. In Mexico, they require you to have a caregiver. If one will not be accompanying you, you can hire one there. The food provided in Mexico is also supposed to be better.

In the end, my decision came down to impatient vs outpatient. It was my feeling, in Mexico, anytime you were away from the medical staff, such as in your apartment, you would feel like you had to be diligent about your condition. In Russia, at least in theory, a nurse will always be around the corner. I will put up with lesser food, more tubes, and a longer plane flight, to feel a little more relaxed for a month

EDIT: it has come to my attention, that I was uninformed about one key feature that Mexico has, and that is: when you check in, they provide a cell phone with all the medical staff’s numbers pre-programmed. There is also a nurse stationed at the apartment complex 24/7. So if there’s ever a problem, help is right there. This is DEFINITELY something that Mexico should advertise more thoroughly